although i was so mad about something that is now over and i dont have to deal with the people or the aspect of being in mount juliet with all the crazy people driving all over the place and not caring if they hit each other. i want to do something that is away from my norm so when i want to do something it is not right there in my face is what i guess i am trying to say.

i love my new car although i have a payment i am going to be able to make my money and live life like i want too....

well good Sunday morning, been up sense about 330 still used to my day time thing. but i guess Monday i will go back to 3rd shift at Diamond plastics, i don't know if that is a good thing or what so we will see. i just want to work and go home but it not be so hard to do both. sometimes i feel like just throwing everything away, going off in the woods, not coming back no matter my fate. I guess i don't need to go to that extreme. i would like to go camping to get away to get my mind settled with my feet grounded again. we take in so many things with our day to day life and more of that stuff sticks in the mind, so much that it clogs the heart and soul to where you cant function sometime.

yeah now these are some changes worth talking about. i want to over post youtube videos i like just to collect them. some i want to just make a list of stuff i want to download. and if its possible with this one or not. there are a lot more links i am going to make a layout for so i can have all of that on the top or if i can get some of them on the sides i am going to make some of them too. the new one covers a lot of imvu stuff so i wont have to do much more of it, but i did miss some of my sites that i use and i do want to have them there for recegnishion and just to have them there to use instead of worrying if i have them on this browser or not.

had to make some changes to the site and take a lot of old stuff down. some because of photobucket taking my account and then other reasons of content that i just didnt want anymore. things are changing in my life and i have my reasons for what i do and you know what they are.

getting into this thing with my computer and making a video thing for diary entrys. i am working on getting that going every day and making a ruteen of it and seeing where that goes.

just getting here to say there are a lot of changes to the site and to my life. i dont know where this is going but it is going somewhere. i am glad because at least i am not sitting somewhere alone and feeling like no one loves me. we go through what we do and see how we grow with each other. life isnt supposed to be easy and i dont know why i thought this would be but anything worth having is worth going through something to get it.